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| Monday, February 26th, 2007 | | 7:22 pm |
Dear what ever the fuck used to keep me motivated, concentrated, and generally succeeding-ish, please come back. =[ Current Mood: hopeless | | Saturday, February 17th, 2007 | | 11:42 pm |
| | Wednesday, February 14th, 2007 | | 7:04 pm |
Today is one of those all to familiar days that i wish i was anyone in thw rold but myself. Happy Valentines Day.  Current Mood: Meh | | Monday, February 12th, 2007 | | 9:52 pm |
Meh.
Name: Chelsey B-Day: April 16 Eye Color: brown Hair Color: black/red Best Feature: Meh Ring Size: idk Addictions: sugar cookies, purple, star bucks, depeche mode, eyeliner Pets: nope Piercings: 2 Tattoos: nope Nickname: Chelsersthing, chelsex Car: nope Parents still together: nope Siblings: nope Live with Parents: dad Favorite/Most Important... Feature of the opposite sex: eyes Spot to be kissed: neck. Sports Team: idk Holiday: halloween Alcoholic Drink: baileys Non-Alcoholic Drink: coke! Quote: we’ll run away and go down in punk rock glory. Lesson Learned: you’re the only one who’s around when everything else fails you Thing a friend has done for you: many friends have taught me about myself and the world, and I’m grateful for them and what they’ve taught me Baby names (girl): Lucy Mae Baby names (boy): Timothy Cole Ben & Jerry's Flavor: vanilla Starbucks Drink: vanilla cream frap Season: fall Have You Ever... Wished on a star: mhmm Been in love: nope Been out of the country: mhm Talked on the phone all night: fosho, good times Bungee jumped: nope Driven cross-country: in a vertical direction xD Had surgery: stitches Been told you might die: everyone might die Told someone you love them: mhm Wished you HAD told someone you loved them: meh. Kissed someone (made the first move): nah As a child, had a skip-it: a wha? What about a sock-em-bop: a wha? Kissed the same sex: mhm. Gone out in public with you PJ's on: mhm Laughed so hard that a liquid came out of your nose: eww yeah =[ Had sex in a car: no Past Relationships... Who is the person you last broke up with: meh How long did you date that person: a long time Was it love: Meh. Did you have sex with them: meh Were they older/younger: older? Were they shorter/taller: taller Have you had other boy/girlfriends : mhm Any you wish you could talk to: mhm Any you hate: meh Current Relationship... Do you have a boy/girlfriend: nope Where did you meet: .... How long have you been together: .... What is your anniversary date: ... What is his/her full name: ... Were you attracted to them from the first moment you saw them?: .. Do you trust him/her:..... Have you cheated on him/her:....... Is it love:.......... What's his/her favorite meal:............ What's his/her favorite band: ... High School... Public/Private: public xD Best Friend: laners/becca/kris Job: nope Prom Date: no prom Best Memory: too many Worst Memory: meh Graduate(?): nope This or That... Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries Meat/Veggie: meat TV/Movie: movie Hugs/Kisses: hugs Guitar/Drums: guitars Chinese/Mexican: mexican Day/Night: Night Cheerios/Corn Flakes: neither Snickers/MilkyWay: neither Gold/Silver: silver. Black/Brown: black Elvis/Beatles: ELVIS ndjsgnfbgbfkd Sprinkles/Icing: Icing Cookie/Donut: COOKIE Cake/Pie: cake Coke/Pepsi: coke I... am: me. thought: I would make it through this. need: sleep, food, a hug, to cuddle. want: to sleep in tomorrow love: life. hate: ignorance and bias. wish I was: not sick anymore. will always: remember him. Current Mood:  artistic | | Thursday, February 8th, 2007 | | 4:58 pm |
Dire doomsday predictions?
In light of the various events of today, which is very inconspicuous otherwise, we (being me and Laners and Beccers) have decided that the world is soon coming to an end. Evidence in point: 1.Beccers missing the bus 2.me waking up early 3.Laners hair being straight 4.Birds mysteriously appearing in the painting room 5.All of us working almost all the way through painting 6.Anna Nichole Smith dying (=[) So, it's the end of the world. Meh. Current Mood: repetant? | | Wednesday, February 7th, 2007 | | 3:37 pm |
If I had too
pick one thing I detest most on a regular basis, in the realm of behaviors/traits, is ignorance and redneck-ness. mgdnfdshgnfls >=O My english teacher went off on some kind of Nazi rant about how women are ruining society by not conforming to gender roles and having traditional families and marriages, even if they find themselves restricted, bored, mistreated and miserable. When we brought up the idea of new-age equality and fairness as an integral part of modern society, so that women are not denied rights and powers like old fashioned, immoral patriarchal societies, she "shrewdly" explained what her old grandmother had shared with her: That a woman's greatest talent is to act submissive in a household to the dominant male, but retain such power over him that he believes he is doing what he wants, while in reality she has everything she desires. That is complete and utter bullshit. I for one wouldn't want to control anyone, much less a husband, if i was ever to marry. Firstly, a relationship is about compromise and discussion - both parties should not always get their own way - not being selfish is how we grow as people. And secondly, why the hell should I act submissive and motherly if I don't want to? I have no desire to stay home without a productive career; I have no desire to bear or raise children; and i certainly wouldn't stand for someone, male or not, forcing that one me, especially when women before me and my own generation have put so much effort in gaining equality and breaking glass ceilings. This isn't just a feminist rant-you'll notice i said I didn't want control over men. i simply want a little respect and due freedom for me and my gender. kthanks. Current Mood:  enraged | | Friday, February 2nd, 2007 | | 9:46 pm |
We're the Pirates (What) OF The Carribean
Wow. Epic movie was amazingly funny. Johnny Depp-esque Willy Wonka was hip-hop dancing to Fergie's Delicious while making people into candy. Wow. And there's so many upcoming movies I want to see! Dumb Hollywood. How annoyed I am with your mood swings of directorial talent. Anyways, I want to see Ghost Rider, Sunshine, Reno 911:Miami, Letters of Iwo Jima, and another I can't think of. Oh, and the western with Pierce Brosnan. OMGOMG! I need to nerd out for a second: Okay, so I got home, and was watching the TV Guide Channel as per usual, and Trials at Nuremburg with a grizzly old Spencer Tracy was on, and I was like, Hay, I like this movie and it's Friday, so I'm going to go watch it. So I flip to TCM, and the opening credits roll through and so does the first scene. I'm also on the computer messing with pictures and myspace so I'm not really paying close attention to the movie, but i'm still listening to the dialog. So as I'm listening, I hear a guy who sounds like William Shatner, and I think, Oh, that's funny, but they would never put such a mediocre actor in such a profound comment on human condition. Then I look up and NONE OTHER THAN DAMN CAPTAIN KIRK WAS STANDING THERE! Goodness. =P Oh, and the Nazi defense lawyer looked like Dracula. peace. Current Mood: Meh | | Thursday, February 1st, 2007 | | 9:02 pm |
Adieu Fuckers
Or so I wish. Goodness, I'm in an uncharacteristically (at least up until lately) violently rageful mood. Yes, I know children, violence is wrong, but would it really hurt the world if I punched some ignorant non-contributing member of society in the teeth? I think not. (Haha, I sound like a fucking redneck) Anyways, my ear is swollen and it hurts. Wtf is with that. Tomorrow, dad and I are possibly going to see Letters of Iwo Jima? I'm kinda excited. Mind you, war movies usually make me ill, but I haven't seen one in a loong time, and I've heard good reviews and all that. Other news - February issue next friday! I'm excited. And possibly the dance? Depending if my mood is good enough to counterbalance the lameness of wasing my friday night and 8$. Well, Haunting is about to come on, and I'm yet to stuff my face with dinner, so i'm off. ♥ Current Mood: Meh | | Monday, January 29th, 2007 | | 10:06 pm |
Dear...
Dear Love, you are a cruel affliction. A cousin to terminal disease. A brother to depravity. But you inspire me so. A bittersweeter relationship there was nevermore. Sincerely, me. Current Mood:  lonely | | Wednesday, January 24th, 2007 | | 5:50 pm |
Hmm. Maybe someday something exciting will happen and I can have an exciting entry. Until then, I'll continue to write retarded things like this. =] Sooo, I'm basically really freaked out by choosing classes. I'm always afraid I won't choose the right one to go to college, I won't know anyone, the teacher'll be a bitch, it'll be to hard for me and I'll lower my GPA even more (Damn transcripts =[), and other such worries. I know I'm taking AP English/History (against what I would usually consider trusted advice =/), and maybe Honors Chem? I'd like to take Honors Anatomy though. And unfortunately Trig. dajkhfkdgskhbfkhsbfskihatemath. And for electives, most deff Newspaper, which will hopefully be whole year next year, and French 5-6 and drawing 3-4...and I don't know what else for the other elective. =/ I got rrecommended for Acadec but everyone prettay much shot that down burning...so I could take creative writing, or French 7-8, or Drawing 5-6, I guess. Or Painting 3-4. kasjfldhs Decisions. =[ ♥ PS.Yay for Friday! PPS. Wtf is up with Canterbury Tales? =/ Current Mood:  worried | | Monday, January 22nd, 2007 | | 9:13 pm |
Hmmm. I found a great new little community. It's luverly. =] So the h/w load for today is almost manageable. My stress level is down to below 50%. Oh, the joy, the joy. But my hair is also gone, so that's karma for you. (I don't know why I always talk about karma, I don't technically believe it exists.) Actually I'm currently BSing my way through a French project. The glossary of the 3/4 book is a lifesaver. And as I have said before today about 50 million times, it's so amazingly annoyingly pathetically rage-inspiringly cold outside. In Arizona, no less. Death to the climate, yo. Oh, and can I explain something real quick about the hair cut/disaster? Yes, I have a problem with my new hair. Yes, it's too short. No, life will not end. I will go on. BUT I will continue to have a problem with the fact I think I look like a boy. I had this problem before the haircut. I've always had a fat, no so delicate face, and this just intensifies the effect. So yes, i will bitch about looking like a boy. And no, you saying I don't won't stop it, or really make me change my mind, but I will of course appreciate the time and effort spent. <3 Hmmm. Essay corrections about now, I guess. Rawr at English. Current Mood: Meh | | Sunday, January 21st, 2007 | | 12:25 am |
I just wrote like 10 depressing pages of my overdone, hackneyed complaining. You are SO lucky I'm not making you read it. So lucky. =/ Current Mood:  sleepy | | Monday, January 8th, 2007 | | 10:20 pm |
Eh. My new classes aren't that bad. I missed Leighty and Bonney a lot. And I get to see my Laners and my Becca and my Cassy evrryday. It's still cold at lunch though. 10:30 AM. Wtf. Hm. I'm just trying not to overreact I guess. Bleh. Bye. Current Mood:  blank | | Monday, January 1st, 2007 | | 11:27 pm |
Goodfuckingbye '06
(because I have no resolutions) 2006: [x] Sucked for me [ ] Was awesome! [ ] Was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes. ---------------------------------------- --------------------------------- In 2006 I... [x]Dumped someone [x] Was dumped by someone [xxx ] Dyed my hair [ ] Failed a class [ ] Fell in love [ ] Had love at first sight [x] Had more that one boyfriend/ girlfriend [x] Snuck out of my house [x] Stayed up all night [x] Cried because I missed someone [ ] Had detention(s) [x] Missed curfew [x] Kissed someone who I regret kissing [ ] Kissed someone who I still love [x] Made honor roll [ ] Didn't make honor roll [x] Danced crazily with my friends all night [ ] Gained confidence [x] Lost a friend(s) [x] Gained new friends [x] Changed my look ---------------------------------------- --------------------------------- In 2007 I want to... [x] Be more outgoing [x] Get better grades [x] Care less about how I look [ ] Care more about how I look [x] Be crazier [x] Get a bf/ gf [ ] Stay with the bf/ gf I have right now [x] Keep my resolution [x] Be more of myself around people ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------- My first kiss of 2007 is going to be: Non existant, at this rate. In 2006 my age was: 14-15 In 2007 I will be turning: 16 Something I want to happen in 2007: Perfect grades, self esteem, living with my mom Something I don't want to happen in 2007: Death? My theme song to 2006 would be: Ummm...Something by the Dresden Dolls My favorite color in 2006: Purple Summer 2006 was: Bad My best friends in 2006: Lifesavers. ---------------------------------------- ------------------------------------ Honestly, will you miss 2006?: No. 2006 was a horrible year. I can't wait til stress, age, or illegal substances blur it out of my memory. Fuck the new year. Current Mood: fuck | | Sunday, December 31st, 2006 | | 12:27 am |
F-f-f-f-fuck it. So what if I'm single for the next year? Then it'll be two years of being siiingle. And when I get to my fifth year we'll have a party. Kay? Kay. I'm enough of a jealous, emotional roller coaster without another significant other who has better things to and cooler people to see than me. I can't handle that kind of ignoring/rejection riiight now in muh life. Because I'll go back to my pointless emo bitchiiing like I am right now. And I've really made progress toward not being an emo bitch. Why should I let another high school, probably 2 month long relationship ruin it? I'll even have the single-for-a-year proof to back up my claim that I'm fat & ugly & stupid & annoying, etc. Besides, I'm scared of being in a relationship again. I'm not real stellar at it, if the past doesn't lie. Life is easier without having to worry about someone else's feelings 24/7. But but but, I do want to go out with him. This isn't just a passing crush. And I don't think his fancy for me is a passing one either. Too bad he has to fall under the 98% of guys who have major problems expressing any feelings of loving reassurance. I may be paranoid about that, but I will not be put in the position of having a MIA or absentee boyfriend again. That's a mistake I've already made, and paid the full price for. I don't know what to think. I really just wish I was stupid enough to go get trashed every weekend. My parents do it and they're still relatively fine - why shouldn't I, right? Eh, but that's not the solution to anything, unfortunately, so I'll have to keep on trying to find an answer to my latest dilemma. ♥ PS- I went to DR today with Cassi/Court/Jeremy and it was mad fun. =]] Current Mood: stressed | | Tuesday, December 26th, 2006 | | 11:08 am |
Christmas with the Cuntfaces
Well, I lived through another one. W00-h00. Christmas Eve was at dad's house, with plastered relatives and an interesting mashed potato incident. Then I went and saw Night at the Museum at 10:30-1:30. That was fun. =] Dick van Dyke is like, the devil in that movie. xD Christmas Day was at Charna's sisters, with Italian New Yorkers I kinda wanted to skewer. And like 4 little dogs running around and nipping at everyone. I kept hoping dad would get so drunk he'd step on one of them. Then mommy finally saved me and we went to this amazing random like, investment company's headquarters, and it was so decorated it was like friggin' Disneyland. Then we went to Jack In The Box for Chrissymas dinner, where we had a soul-bearing conversation about family life, and my said she felt bad because I was so bitter at such a young age. In the Chrissymas spirit, I didn't even answer. Definitely the highlight. Presents were good this year, mostly giftcards because my tastes scare the fuck outta my relatives =] Buuuut dad did get me my Femmes tickets finally. Fridaaaaaaaaaay!!!! And another couple additions to my MyLittlePony collection. And a full size easel/oil painting set. And 5 new DM Cd's. Eeeeeeeee. =] Oh, &weirdest gift goes to my mommy as usual, with volumes 1-7 of the Xfiles comic books. Bahahahaha. I love her ♥ So now I'm listening to my Grandpa and Charna yell at each other over a 3-week old bagel. Such a season. <3 Current Mood: awake | | Sunday, December 24th, 2006 | | 6:08 pm |
I really
truly
vividly
fucking
HATE
Christmas. Presents are nice, but I'd rather just buy things for myself than be subjected to 4 judgemental families, a houseful of drunken imbeciles, and small children I want to bury in my backyard. Actually, now that I said that, I feel much better. =] I'll go watch the DepecheMode Live In Milan DVD now, I think. <3 Current Mood: blank | | Thursday, December 21st, 2006 | | 11:10 pm |
Take On Me, Wo-ah-oh...Can't Touch This!
I have 20 gifts to wrap by Sunday. Not an exciting prospect. =/ Today/yesterday were muy funness though. I got to see my JenJen, and we went on finding Kriis and Starbucks and CVS adventures in the bitchin' Camero. Theeeeen I saw my Jessers and gave her her shooooes and momentarily raided Kohls for Horizon-colored sweatpants, freaked over her sidekick, then me, her &facething cracked up about rap music and Hollywood Undead and amazing 80's songs on the way to In And Out Burger, where Jess preceded to be hyper with a Borat accent. Oh, and she stole my lettuce. Siiiilly girlthing. =]] AND THEN xD Pulp Fiction: Fuck! Fuck what?! I think I just shot Marvin in the head. =D (It's better when Kris does the impression xD) Then we watched a snippet of Secret Window and braved the Phoenix evening chill to bus it to Laaaaners work to chill there 'til close, and now I'm back here. Good days, good days. Hopin' for a parrrty tomorrow with Casssi. =] | | Wednesday, December 20th, 2006 | | 1:56 pm |
Weeee
Alright. Goals A and B of Finals week= Accomplished. Goal C= Not gonna happen. xD Anyways, are there any just like, non-scene, non-metro, non-makeupy, non-I'm-sp-bi-I'm-Cool guys left? The guys who wear t-shirts &jeans, who wash their hair, shake their head and say they're ready to go out? Who don't need to borrow my hairspray? Who would rather use an eyeliner pencil as a pencil as opposed to makeup? Are they all dead, killed by the boys who spend more time shopping than me??????? Agh. I'm dumb. =] Current Mood:  excited | | Tuesday, December 19th, 2006 | | 9:44 pm |
2 Days Left =]
Quick break from max's stuuudy guide- Two words: BARBIE NAILS. Mhmm. <3 Current Mood:  working |
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